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It’s getting harder to keep going.
I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be here. My mental health is deteriorating again. It’s drowning me and I can’t swim anymore. I’m struggling to constantly put a smile on my face in front of everyone I come across. I’m tired of my issues turning into anger. It’s too hard to talk…
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Understanding
Just wish some understood exactly what it feels like. I hide a lot behind a mask, trying to pretend that things are OK when they’re not. Trying to put on a brave face but behind closed doors, away from everyone, everything I just sit and cry. I see an occasional comment from someone not believing…
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A New Low
I wasn’t sure whether I should write this as it’s been a while since I last made an entry to my mental health blog. A Lot has happened these past few months and unfortunately there hasn’t been any good news to report on. Writing about last weeks events though might help me to see what…
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What happens next…?
I haven’t written for awhile as there are things going on in my life that has had a huge impact, especially going forward. I’m still not ready to write about it, still not ready to accept that this is it. I’ve tried to keep going as best I can but the truth is on the…
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It’s been awhile.
Feels like an age since I last wrote on here. I questioned whether to carry on after my last blog after some abuse, so decided back then I wouldn’t bother. I was abused again on social media the other day but this time I’m not going to stay quiet. Staying silent after being abused is…
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I will overcome this!
It’s been almost a month since my last blog and I wasn’t sure if I was ever going to post another one but something told me today to get writing again. So here I am, I’m still the same as I was before but I’m still fighting it as best I can and now have…
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Where do we go from here?
Been a while again since I last wrote in my blog. My head is too mashed up to think clearly lately. Like it’s a pressure cooker waiting to pop because it’s l getting a little too much for me to deal with. I don’t think anyone around me seems to understand just how much this…
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Setbacks
I haven’t wanted to write a blog for a few days now because events have happened which has turned lives upside down in ways I wish had never happened. I won’t go into details because it’s a private matter and would rather not share. As open as I like to be with my blog there…
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A step in the right direction!
A lot has happened since my last blog, some bad moments that I’ve not felt like putting down in black and white until now. It’s been a couple of weeks of sinking to new lows even for me. Friday 17th of June started like any other day, waking up feeling the same as I do…
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The future?
I get messages on social media regarding my mental health, asking me why I spend so much time going over my past, thinking of what could have been, what I’ve done etc, instead of looking forward to the future. The truth is as I sit here writing this, I don’t really have anything to actually…
My Mental Health Journal 