This feeling of never being or feeling good enough for anybody or even yourself. That’s it, that’s all I’ve got tonight. Feeling empty, don’t even know why I’m posting this. Gets this shit out my head I guess. Stops me from bottling it up inside and letting it fester in there. Hoping they’ll be a day when I actually feel like a normal human being again, one that won’t get anxious at the thought of just going to a shop or anywhere in a crowd. When I can get myself back into work, earn a living and stop feeling like a worthless waste of space.
I’m trying to be positive with this blog but just finding it hard tonight. Sorry guys x

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